It's weird how one moment I want you to be with me and only me and one moment I am totally okay seeing you with another girl, maybe its love or maybe its just plain old jealousy. Remember? I used to be the girl you were with, the one you give a reason to smile and now that it's gone, I'm lost and confused.I like him.but I love you.yess i'm lost.But at the end,i'm losing both.I saw you with her today and as I watched with my fake smile.I could hear my heart breaking and I could feel it being torn apart because it was then that I realized I am truly a friend and that's all I'll ever be.I know as long as you are happy I can get through this, but it still kills me to see you with her. Not because she is perfect for you, not because she makes you smile, not because she is what you need, but because I know that she deserves you more than I do, and that pain is indescribable.
I'm tired of being led on, I don't deserve to be treated like that. I really, truly love you, and you sit there and flirt with me and now you go out with her. If only you knew how much that hurts me, but then I have to ask myself, would you even care? Anyway thanks to you because i can see who is truly stand by me who is truly care about me care about my feelings.
Another lesson learned. Better know your friends or else you will get burned.
I personally think yang u kena ikhlaskan hati u untuk terima kenyataan yang between both of u dah pun over. I harap u boleh ikhlaskan hati doakan kebahagiaan dorang sebab u pun tahu & pernah lalui, bercinta ni banyak jugak sakit and pahitnya. Seperti mana u harapkan orang supaya akan doakan kebahagiaan u bila u bersama dengan lelaki baru nanti, seperti tu jugaklah apa yang mereka berdua harapkan. God removed him from u because He wants to protect u. Bagilah peluang untuk dorang pulak rasa betapa gembiranya being in love. Sebab cinta ni semua bukan hak mutlak kita untuk kita simpan bagi diri kita saja. Kalau kita tak mampu nak bahagiakan orang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita halang orang yang mampu tu. Cinta ni semua hak Allah. Dialah yang bukak pintu hati orang, Dialah juga yang tutup pintu hati orang.
ReplyDeleteFirst of all,thanks for your concern.I pun fikir macam tu jugak tp hati dan perasaan tiada siapa yg boleh control kan.Alangkah senangnya kalau kita boleh control perasaan ini.Msti dlm dunia ni tade heartbroken kan.Msti tade org yg nk rosakkan hubungan sape sbb dia boleh kawal perasaan dia.Msti tiada org yg bunuh diri sbb dia boleh ikhlaskan hati dia dgn sekelip mata.Yess kita tk perlu halang yang mampu,tpi kalau yang mampu tak main kotor pun ape salahkan. Its a big diff between love and lust.I just cant accept it YET.somehow someday maybe.Macam u cakap God removed him bcse wants to protect me, yess betol.sbb i mungkin kena lebih teruk.Satu je i minta,Tuhan tolong removed dia terus.i mean totally removed.bukan tinggalkan lagi cebisan2 tu. Sbb it hurts. Thanks.Insyallah i will :)
ReplyDeleteSORRY YE. kat mana2 pun orang tak bole terima tau KAWAN MAKAN KAWAN. hang p la duk mana2 pun.
ReplyDeletemakan smpai kenyang.tp makan smpai lumat sbb nty diorang bleh makan u balik :)
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