tell you something

u know wht, im in pain. seriously i do. I know u are doing so good there w/o me which i am not so well w/o u. i wnt to cry, but i jst cnt. i wanna sleep , and i just cant. do u ever feel like something's missing and you dont knw wht it is? i felt it! our ending just nice but i nvr thnk i will get hurt jst like now. fuck me.fuck me.fuck me.  i hate being like ths. i repeat, i hate being like ths!