sad but true

Dah agak dah. Belum post entri sebelum ni aku dh dpt tau ape yg dia bakal ckp. dah agak dah.Dah la masa duk karang entri tu aku dpt msg mudik,so i call her. I got the message anyway :D  tp aku still post entri tu sbb dh taip.alaaa bukan dia boleh baca pun.ahihi. Macam ni laaa.tak tau nk kata ape. kelas sume tk pergi.fr whole day.amik kau.I cried and cried and cried. It was awful.baca ape yg aku dh print screen nk kuatkan sang hati. calon-calonya adalahhhhhhhhhhhhh : (teng teng teng bunyi drum)

Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.
For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.I cried today.not bcz imy or even wanted u but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing,a tear came down and I whispered to myself.everything is.Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed.Maybe they're right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that i have the chance, but maybe, just maybe, im tired of being alone.There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have more to learn, more to experience and more loving to do in this lifetime.The tough thing about following ur heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happy ending. That's not even the difficult part,the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal. you go into the unknown and once you do you can never go back.This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry.in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!u will wonder why i don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that i don't want to, it's just that everything i want to say i can't tell you anymore.